its easy to say that its my life, i will play it. but its too difficult to hold on that.
i have to act accordingly with the circumstances or else i shall be marked as an impudent girl...
oh then sucks my complete life.
here, am wearing many masks. am fed up with this. i have to please everyone for the sake of living.
i hate this.
how can i get out of this ambush???
please say
life irritates me with its stink.
how can i call this as my life, if somebody else controls it?
i have to act accordingly with the circumstances or else i shall be marked as an impudent girl...
oh then sucks my complete life.
here, am wearing many masks. am fed up with this. i have to please everyone for the sake of living.
i hate this.
how can i get out of this ambush???
please say
life irritates me with its stink.
how can i call this as my life, if somebody else controls it?
The people who care us a lot suggests us or stops us from doing something which is not right for us. We cant call this care and affection as controlling our life but its just their rights:) We give these rights only to someone who is very close to us. If someone other than these close once ever try to control ur life than ask dem to get lost and mind their own business. Don't ever let any one otr den ur closed once to do it.. Cos its ur life and strangers dont have any rights to rule u :) Now Smile :)
ReplyDeleteP.S: I love your name a lots..
Your life is your own and you live it just once....all i can say is live it the way you want and make the most of it.
ReplyDeleteHave you read Kamala Das' INTRODUCTION?? If not,then do read it,you might get your answers :)
@sonia: even our dearies trying to dominate...but somehow felt clumsy
ReplyDelete@ swarnali: now am trying my best.
ReplyDeleteand i havnt read... i shall read it:)
thanks for the suggestion. i am in thirst of reading.
@sonia: again thankyou dear... my name is so common now
ReplyDeleteyeah you sure need a good doe of awesome poems :D
ReplyDeletepoem needs number of readings to grasp somthng.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, we live too much for others than for ourselves...
ReplyDeleteabsolutely...sometimes forget to live for ourselves:(
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